A turn for the worst

I awoke this morning with the news that Charles had left for France. I do not fully understand the meaning of his leaving, but only know he is helping an old friend. He left with no warning except a note saying he had already left for France. I know if he would have told me he was going I would have tried to stop him, but I do not know why Charles wanted to leave me. He says he will return soon, but I am terribly worried because I hear of all that is going on in Paris. It seems as if complete chaos has covered the city, and there has been news of hangings along with a new form of execution, La Guillotine. It seems as if this were the worst timing for his departure, and only pray he will be safe. I do not think I can lose another person so close to me. I am trying to stay strong for little Lucie's sake, but i can barley hold back the tears welled up inside me.